I just go over my cause-unknown moderate allergy attack that lasted about 1 week. Go to work over the weekend and one of the ladies has a cold, wouldn't you know now i have a cold. Not even a week after getting better. I would usually think oh well it's not so bad, i'll be better tomorrow. But no, not this time, I want to be better NOW.
my bday party and group meeting are this weekend. I am not going to miss it. I should be looking at my schedule and figuring out what days I'm going to switch. Sir asked me ever so nicely if I would go with Him and our friend to a party in Ohio. I at first told Him to take her and I'd stay here and be a good girl working hard. He and I are working out how we feel, and He really wanted me to go, and yeah I really wanted to go. So now it's time for me to go to my boss and beg for that day off.
I would've been happy to stay and not go due to other issues, I for the most part enjoy my friends having fun even if I can't be there. Sure it's hard on me, but it also allows me to focus on the issues I've had in the past and face them now instead of running away.
My friends have helped me grow so much, I think I say that a lot, almost every day. But I am so grateful, so happy, and loving them for who they are. I know I'm working harder to process my own feelings and thoughts to be a better friend for them.
On the plus side, only one side of my nose hurts. . . I cannot take caught drops either, we are leaning towards thinking that's what caused a problem in my body. We don't know what caused the allergic reaction but the caught drops are in the lead. Maybe someday when I'm feeling masochistic and have a few free days, I'll go and pop a few drops and see if I break out. Problem solved then.
So this is my short blog post about being sick, my great friends, and being sick. I hope everyone has a lovely week and stay healthy!! It's no fun to be sick!
~Raven~
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